Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Look Inside (Revised) 05072009

If you ever wonder about the woman in your life… you may want to look inside. Look inside, to see a different side of a woman. Realize that she can and does feel for you something different, something very special. She wakes up in the morning and you’re the first thing on her mind. If she could call you right then and there, she would. When she sees you, her heart leaps. Not just the first time, not just when you’re “alone”, but EVERY time. Every time she meets you, it’s as if the whole world has been renewed.
It doesn’t matter if it’s raining, or sunny, or pleasant, or dreary. You make the rain tender, the sun warmer, a dreary day funny, and a pleasant day perfect. Without you, her days would have no meaning. Of course you say, “But there could be another one”. She says, “There isn’t another, you’re the only one…” She brings you anything she thinks you’d like. Not so you’ll like her or not so you’ll kiss her, but because she simply loves to make you happy, to see that smile on your face. Though you never knew it took her forever to find the things you like, how many days she worries on what dress to wear on your date and how many hours it took her to look beautiful just so you’d compliment her, it makes her nervous… scared. She wants you to be proud of her…
Look inside, sometimes you find something you weren’t looking for. Though she won’t admit it, she’d much rather cuddle with you in front of the T.V. for the entire evening than go out with her girlfriends. When you hold her hand and she holds yours or when you sweet-talk her in front of your friends, it’s the best feeling in the world. And when she sees you hurt or sad, it rips her heart in two. Making you happy is her main goal in life. And your existence alone has already completed her life. You of course, are not aware of all the things she does and goes through for you, but she still cherishes each and every moment with you as if it could be her last. Because deep down, she is afraid that someday you may just decide to leave. And that is her biggest fear. And if you did leave, this woman would cry. Each second with you completes her whether you’re just walking together somewhere, cuddling on a chair, or sharing a pizza. No matter what it is you are doing, it makes her completely happy just to be with you. Look inside, it’s often surprising, the little things are what she cherishes the most. When she gets to brush your hair, rub your back or when you accidentally (or perhaps on purpose) brush fingertips or when you call unexpectedly just to say hi. She lives for those moments. She would, if given the chance, die for you. This may seem ridiculous, but she would gladly give anything and ALL for you. Just look inside. And you may find something worth holding onto.
Right now, at this very second she’s thinking of you. Someday all she’ll want is to give you bliss, protect you, care for and love you for the rest of her life.
 Faith ॐ मणि पद्मे हूँ

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